OZ, here i am.

i've been leaving malaysia for almost 2 weeks, and finally manage to get a internet access in uni library. well, i dun hv much expectation on my living place and uni, so, it seems to be ok for me, so far so good. The night in bathurst come earlier, due to the cool and windy winter, the sky getting dark at 5, and i've almost been kill by the freaking fxxking cold weather, it's makes me fail to sleep av night.

the class will going to start next week, and i'm quite excited for the class. It is my first oversea class and the teaching method might be different from malaysia syllabus. The thing worry me the most is the language, i really can;t catch their speaking tone, really hard to understand them, however, the people here are nice, not that bad as chan heng mentioned, or maybe i still hvn;t encountered any problem, this is my first week in bathurst.

back to the last week, wow, pretty good trip in sydney, i was totally enjoyed the sydney trip, thanks to paul, who had brought us visit the sydney. The city is fanstatic, but the expenses here are damn high, can u imagine a bottle of plain water will cost you 6 ringgit? radicioulas!!!!ok, the normal expenses for a dining meal will cost about 20 ringgit here, haih...hope my mum will win the lottery again and post me some money.:p

i have visited the manly beach and sydney city, and managed to snap few photos there. It's quite a good experience to expose myself in the different culture, the bad thing is the holiday was too short, and my money didn;t cover me for the holiday expenses. well, really urgent for a job now, so, i can pay back my loan.

its time to go now....c ya

DREAM

wow, just wake up after a funny dream. so weird, avone that i not know turned up in my dream, i dreamt on the guy who i saw in the medical centre yesterday. haha.....he is a china guy (because i saw he passed the passport to nurse), hmm, age about early 20, around 175cm height, fair skin, round eye and a charming smile, especially when he threw me an embarass smile....haha...because the time the nurse called my name, he was the one turned up to counter, haha...and when he realized on his blurry act, he smile embarassly to me, so cute.

in my dream, he looked more handsome and charming, and i couldn't stop myself to ask his phone number, but he didn't want to give me. i never gave up, and chased him till lrt station, finally, he gave me number started with +89xxxx, unfortunately it stopped in half way, because my uncle came to pick me up.....

suddenlly the dream change, now, i was in the car, my uncle disappeared, and my bro drove the car, i was so happy that my bro is back....but, there were few people inside the car too, they kept laughing at me because i couldn't got the guy number, and they teased me, said i am ugly lar, fat lar, stupid lar....my whole heart dived into deep hole.....suddenlly, the guy appeared again...and he joined them to tease me....

after i woke up from this, he still kept flashing in my mind, haha..really regretted that i didn;t step back deliberately to wait him. .haha(he just queued after me for the bill payment)

silly i...lol

Surprise!!!!

Finally, the result sheet has delivered to my home. i'm the one who received from postman, wow, i held it with my trembling hand, and passed it to my mum, asked her to examine my result.

but she really bad, she didn't want to have a look on it, and threw my letter aside, haha, i was damn nervous at that time, i really hoped i wouldn't get disappointment. i unsealed the envelop, and passed it to mum again.

i tried to have a glance aside, oh gosh, i saw an A appear on the top, the stone on my heart was moved abit, the A pushed me to peek the others, erm, second row, B+...not bad, while i was going to peek another, my mum gave me a please look....she smiled at me and said, "wei, is ur course very easy to study ar?" i reply her in a wonder look, what did she means? and she handed me the letter and said, "u give papa see lar"...i fastly grabbed it and looked, oh....really hard to believe it, hard to believe that i've made it.......

3As and a B+ is stated in the result sheet, i shocked for a while, and then, i screamed...."mum, really, the lecturers are good to me!!!wahahaha"....

the surprise finally come, and this result will give me another push to continue my degree, and i hope i'll pay the same effort into my degree study.

Desparing

my hp beeped and woke me up in this morning. it was message from Franchesca, saying our result was out today. Suddenlly, i couldn't continue my sleep, i was nervous with that. i dared not to know my result, because, i've expected too much on it, and i definitely will disappoint with it.

my mind kept flashing back to the exam time, i wasn't did well in the exam. Maybe i have a very slow nerve sensation, i wasn't sad right after the exam, until now, i only realized it is impossible for me to score A in all the subjects.

i'm feeling bad now, sometimes i think, it would be better without any expectation or hope, isn't it? Unlike past time, i never concerned on my result, and i'd had never felt sad on my results. but why now..........

There's only a reason can explain it - my past results levelled me up.....it is normal for man to always move forward but not backward, and it is totally happen to me now. i have to admit i was very lucky in past 2 semesters, and the luckies are frustrating me now....

i've done some evaluation for the last semester. Overall, i didn't perform well, i always skipped classes, means my attentance and participation will be marked low. In contrast, i had a full attentance in sem before this, i was quite active in classes too. Eventhough i had paid great attention to lecturer in this sem, however, my attendance and participation will drag down my overall performance. Sigh............

My downline is at least get 2A out of 4 subjects and no C in my list. Haha....my expectation is too high, isn't it? this is why i afraid to see my result, at least, my hope is still exist.

better take some good sleep now, and pray that my anxious will vanish after i wake up in the next morning, i'd better pretend not know about the release of result, and maybe someday, the result will surprise me......hehe...

GIA GIA

there were somethings terrible and horrified me in this week...erm, maybe i should read "tong seng", to alert me when is the best time to out. i'm not blind worship to the feng shui, anyway, i rather believe it. haha...

first, sunday, while the whole kl was stucked in flood, my house didn't want to leave behind, it played the flood too. OMG....the rain kept dropping, and the flood in my house kept rising, WTF, we quickly moved all the things to higher place, and it caused my bed collapse. The flood wasn't that high, about 1 inch, the most terrible thing was the smell, the dirty long kang water mades my hse smell like long kang...the floor happened at 8 something, while i was enjoying the "guess guess guess", it cames damn fast, took about 5 minutes to cover all my house. i had to use some tubs to pour the water away..pretty smelly man!!! wah...that day really tired me, fought to the flood from 9pm to 4am, even though the rain was stopped at 10 something, but i had to clean the house, mopped the floor again and again.....

ok, the terrible flood has gone, i thought the night has gone, and another sunshine is waiting me. However, it is not.

i went to desa to exchange my broken cd yesterday. As usual, it was hard to find a parking space in desa, i double parked my car and left my phone number in the windscreen. This was what i always did during my time in IACT. ok, i went to the shop, (my sister was with me), and the shop was too pack at that moment, maybe ppl went to the shop to escape the rain. i had totally forgotten my car was blocking others car, because i thought others would rang me to remove my car. Half an hour had gone, and the rain stopped. The shopkeeper dragged my half an hour time, in the reason of he couldn't handled too many customers in same time. fine, i didn't care since i have lot of time to waste...(lol). when me and my sister were about to take my car, oh sh*t, i saw a Sikh stood beside my car with frown, i din care, and wanted to leave. Suddenlly the Sikh held the door, he didn't allow my sister to close the car door. He pointed at me and scolded angrily in the public:

" u know what u've done? u blocked me for half an hour, and now i'm going to give u half an hour lesson, if you are boy, i sure will get a hammer and bang ur head!luckily u are woman, bitch!"

i apologized to him, since i knew it was my fault, and was my negligence to cause it. but the Sikh refused to forgive me:

"i've already called the police, but i dunno how come they still haven't arrived, others asked me to smash ur car, but i dun 1, i want police to drag ur car away, and penalty u.Bitch, i'm going to fetch my son in half an hour ago, dun u know, if my son is in medical emergency, can u bear the responsible? Son of Bitch!"

he was going to touch my sister (because my sister was close to him), i stopped him immediately and warned him not to harm my sister, i quickly locked my sister inside the car, and wanted to have a nice talk with that Sikh, (haha..i think thing too easily....)

The Sikh hadn't calmed down, kept scolding me in public, wow, damn shame, lot of people stood aside and watched this "show". i asked the Sikh not to waste his time in giving me lesson, better for him rush to fetch his son.

" TOO LATE, i was supposed to be there at 340pm, what is the time now! Is this ur name and ur address?" wow, how come he had my information? oh, i left my pos laju receipt in the windscreen too, no wonder he copied all my information down. but the thing is, since he has got my number, why he never called me to move my car?

i was afraid he would did anything base on my data, i told him i was ready to receive any legal punishment, and warned him better not take any illegal action against me and my family. but he threatened me:

"i dunno, if something happend to my son, i dunno what will i do on you!!!!"

walauer, if i really engage in any accident, this fellow will be the first suspicion!!

he sounded like his son was in very emergency stage, it mdes me worried about his son safety, and i asked him more about his son.

"Bitch, u r IRRESPONSIBLE, i am going to fetch my son from school!!!can u imagine the dangerous of a kid standing under the rain, waiting his father to fetch him with hungrily??"

i thought his son is aged about 5 or 6, and i understand the danger of the kid stay alone outside, i felt more guilty and worry. then i asked detaily about his son.

"he is 12 now, and is waiting me to fetch him.....!!!"

opps, aiyo uncle, now i only know he purposely wanted to malu me in public, 12 years old kid won't so stupid gua, stand under the rain hungrily, some more, if he really rushed to fetch his son, why he still waste time here.....and if.. if.. it is really urgent, he can leave his car here and go by taxi.......

i tried to get the Sikh phone number for secure, in case if it is somethings happen, i still can contact the fellow, but he refused to give me and chased me out...Finally, he let me go, i went inside my car, wow....i felt my whole body was trembling, my hand became cold....i quickly moved my car, but the fellow didn't back to his car, instead, he went to somewhere else. haih.....i'm pretty sure his son had been fetched by somebody.

it was really a lesson for me, i am suffer in desa phobia already, i bet i won't go to desa within these few weeks....i told this story to my friends, some of them said i'm heroine, but....frens, it is no easy to be heroine, is the situation force me to be....*sob*sob*

Mum's comment on her three daughters

one day, Mrs Tan, suddenlly stared at her youngest daughter, and thrown her eldest daugther a comment on her youngest daughter.

Mrs Tan: erm...mei, look at ur sister, actually she is quite pretty.

Eldest daughter: yayaya.....(reply perfunctorily)

Mrs Tan: sometimes hor, i've found sean(youngest daughter) is even prettier than khim (second daughter)...

Eldest daughter: humnnn....(watching tv)

Mrs Tan: u c, if u look sean longly, u will find that sean is looks more prettier, and khim, she will grabs a good impression, but her charm can't last for last....because ppl will find that she looks fiercely.

Eldest daugther: but...she has a pair of charming eyes.

Mrs Tan: yup, she really has a round and big eyes, but her eyes damn fierce.....but sean, she has a kindness outfit....ppl will feel more comfortable to stay with her....actually is her character makes her looks prettier.....

Eldest daugther: then u means khim does not has good attitude lar.....

Mrs Tan: i didn't mean it, actually, both of them also pretty...hahaha....

Eldest daughter: i'm their big sister, they look pretty means i'm pretty too lo...hahaha

Mrs Tan: u ar........not ugly lor...

Eldest daughter: not fair....u said them pretty but me...not ugly only.....

Mrs Tan: because u aren't looks like them mar.....

Eldest daughter: where got...

Mrs Tan: u ar...looks like a guy....so huge....aren't like ur 2 sisters, small and slim....

Eldest daughter: (mumbling) =.=" is ur fault........................

Effort in class

finally.....finally......i experience another graduation...haha....i've finished all the exam, yer!!! Unfortunately, it was a damn lonely graduation, no celebration, just walked out the exam field, said bye to classmate, that's it. haha...damn lonely rite, i even doubted, is it my last day in college?

talk to the exam, erm, i can answer all the question, regardless the right or wrong. this time, i've really really spent a little time on my revision, when i went through the note, it was very easy for me to memorise all the thing, moreover, the note is so so so little, estimately less than 50 pages. haha.....(of course lar, i didn't read the text book)

can i pass the exam with only read the notes? i wish i can get A, but in this situation, if i really can get A, is all about my effort in class. Last time, when i was in IAA56, i always sat with Daniel, and Winnie & Shy Yeng sat infront of us, we always formed a "own" discussion group, haha, really unrespect to lecturer. but, this sem, i joined into IAA58, totally new classmates, they already has thier own gang, i'm just like an outsider. so, i always sat alone in class, automatically, i paid my attention to lecturer, because it is only way to keep me away from bore.

Now i understand why those top student always encourage us to pay attention in class, it really helps a lot in ur revision. Like me, the note linked me to lecturer. haha, i saw the note, and the lecturer appeared in my minds. Although i dunno my grade in my exam, but, i understand the power of class attention.....haha.......

make a wish make a wish, mr boon.....give me A in CP and IM................

Mama

another day has passed, meaning my exam is approaching me, haih. Just like yesterday, threw all my attention into exam preparation. Suddenlly looked at newspaper's travel feature, wow, australia, i might be there soon. i started day dream the day in australia, how will it be? can i earn lots of money there? can i meet my mr. right there?haha......

hwever, come to realistic, i am still in trouble, i still haven't taken loan from bank, or relatives, because i dun1 to take loan from bank, and i dunno how to open my mouth to my relatives, because i know, the chances are vry very low. Unfortunately, i must get money within this week, the due date for school fee payment is end of this month.

i discussed this stuff with my parent, of course, i guessed right, they strongly disagreed on my further study, but, i fought for my future, insisted my decision. Then my parent said, "if u want money, u settle urself, dun ask me borrow money for u, i dun1 others badmouth me.".

in the evening, i helped my mum washed her "favourite" new used car, haha. Suddenlly she asked me about the school fee, "how u going to settle this? u try to borrow money from ah gong lar, c he borrow u or not? or else, i sell off all my shares for u lor, but is not enough, only 10k something"......wah, so touching, but i dun1 my mum helps me to pay even 1 cent of my fee, i hopes i can settles by myself, she better keeps all her money for future use. Haha, she always like this, avtime we asked money from her, she refused straight away, but one minute after, took money from her pocket and gave it to us, she is that type of ppl. haha. i told my mum "keep ur properties, i will settles my school fees, and if i really go to aus, and ask money from u, pls, dun send to me, let me die, i will only learn from it, dun too pamper me, i will take care myself." although my mum still doubt on it, but i tell my self, i must must earn lot of money to comfort her, haha, dunno i can do it or not.

If ur child uses energizer. it could be like this

Below is the award winning ad in Malaysia, haha, how come i've never seen this ad in newspapers or magazines...any one of you awares of this? however, strong message, i understands the message in the first glance, haha.

exam

walauer.....4 days left, but i really hvn't started my revision. Maybe i think i am genius, haha, don't need to study hard....(excuse for lazy ppl). Is true, when i went through the note, i think this is damn easy, even those ppl don't study will understand the terms....haha...however, this is unreadable subject, because lecturer told us, he is going to set the questions all base in real case study, what we need to do is always aware of current business and economy environment, and apply our opinion and analize the case study with relevant suggestion.

This is really dead or alive exam, i never flip through the business section in newspaper, ppl cakap apa stock apa saham, haha, i totally don't understand, i always just bullshit in my assignments, luckily, still passed it. however, exam is the different thing, no internet research, no text book refer, all depend on how much i've learnt from newspaper in these days. haha, of course, i really hope i can get A in these 2 marketing n business subjects, but dunno why, there is no motivation for me to study. Erm, i must tell myself, these exam might be my last school exam in my life, i must study hard, for my CPGA, and for my glory...haha...

write this blog is for stress release lar, i am damn stress, stress to get A, stress to achieve high CGPA, stress to money, stress to further study, stress to family.....ARGHHHHHHHHHHH. OK, ALL STRESSES HAVE GONE, GO BACK AND STUDY.......LOL

Slave

this ad recall my creative execution's assignment, my topic was human right, i had created an ad which appealed man to be more concern on their right, especially in Malaysia, polices have always misuse their authorities. haha, my execution was SUCK~~~~~~and BAD TASTE~~~~no wonder i got C in that subject, haha. i asked my friend's brother to be the ad model with handcuffed. Damn damn funny.

Forget about my ad, now i show u all what is creative, look at the ad, handcuff in different usage will generate different effect, haha, ppl definitely will zap my handcuff ad, lol, but this 1, u can't never skip ur eye on it....

creative hamba only always suffer on being creative, so shame on me...haha

Hip Hop - black music

haha, can't wait to share another funny and creative ambient. Even though this concept has been used for so many time, but it is work all the time. at least it is eyes catchy ma...if this is put in Malaysia bus station, i definitely will go and shoot a photo there...haha, unfortunately, advertising in Malaysia is not so develop now, want to sort out of creative ad, 1 place - LIBRARY. haha

p/s: but now u can find those creative ad through my blog...kakaka...(advertising)

funny n creative ad

come come boys and girls, ladies and gentlemens, i've found these ads suddenlly, haha....i am not sure about the meaning, but i like creative work. these are the USA ads, it is rarely to see the ad with the way grave style...haha...any1 know the meaning?

lecturer

my first blog here, i never write any blog before, first, it's like a extra for me, i dun hv so many times to spend in blog, second, is because of my weak english..haha. But now, i realize blog provides a opportunity for me to speak out my thoughts, my feeling, as well as helps me to improve my writting....haha. i only write during assignment time. lol

The first thing i want to share is....erm....about my lecturer. She was my visual com lecturer. i remembered the first time in her class, my first impression on her was, "walau, this lecturer speak without her mouth open, cannot understand her slang lar!"..she spoke english with american slang, plus my weak understanding of english = communication barrier. i always only noded my head when she spoke to me, haha, because i really couldn't understand. lol. so lame me...lol..i do admit i always judges people on their outfit, haha, this made me related her size and her teaching method (strict), lol. However, this is not true, she was so so so good lecturer, she really taught by heart. She always encouraged me in my work, because i have no skill in handcraft work. Everytime she will said, "wah, very nice, i like ur idea." this also applied to all my classmate. of course lar, my work always so lame n my sisters kept teasing my works..haha. But i never gave up my try for the assignments, even though it always frustrated me.

however, at the end, i failed to get A in this subject while most of my classmates have got A in this subject. damn sad man! of course lar, av1 has their weaknesses too, so is her. she was too bias, gave A to those students she liked the most. not fair....haha... n she always lated to class, and the worst, she cancelled the class without earlier informed us by the excuse of appointment with doctor. haha...this made us always badmouthed on her responsibilty.haha

She always dined with us during the break time, of course, she paid for our meals..haha..she liked to share a lot of things with us, especially our point of view in life. i found this lecturer a bit oddsome, haha, like really wanna encourage us to cherish our lifetime.

Yesterday was my last class in this subject, we didn't have any farewell for her, all of us were busying for our exhibition (final project). After she left, one of my classmate told me that my lecturer has suffered in ovalry cancel, and according to my classmate, she is in serious condition. I was so shock for this news, i stunned suddenlly and my mind kept flashing back to the time with her, oops, i only realized why she looked so pale and always cancelled the class.

i am very sorry on badmouthing her, however, i really appreaciate on her lessons..she helps me a lot in my work, (but it still look lame) haha. pls, avone pls spend a minute here, and wish her will get out from the cancel soon........na mo oli tou fatt....(i'm buddhist) haha...